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ok.. so i've been feeling "icky" for about a month now.. i feel dizzy, light-headed, and nauseous EVERY morning.. now, it's starting to last longer and longer throughout the day, and starting to be worse in the mornings... i'm starting to get to where i'm dry-heaving in the mornings.. a few nights ago, i was sitting at good ol' tsc hanging out, and i started getting really strong pains in my back.. my mom thinks i either have the beginnings of shingles, or that i'm pregnant.. i have already taken two pregnancy tests, and they both said not pregnant.. if i were to get pregnant, this would be the biggest miracle and surprise in my life.. i would be over-joyed if i were to get pregnant, but i don't think it's going to happen for me.. all i can do is keep praying that God will bless me with a child. i know i'm not too old or anything, because jason's mom was 37 when he was born.. but i'd like to be a little bit younger than that.. but ok, i need to go to bed before i get sick.. hugs!!! and thank you for listening to me complain... i'll give an update on what's wrong with me when i get one..