little update

ok, so i'm still working at siemens full time plus overtime, and i'm also still working 4 hours a week at movie gallery.. i'm also trying to maintain my home life, which isn't easy.. my marriage isn't looking so hot right now, as my husband is having a hard time dealing with staying home all the time, and he doesn't understand that i can't afford to fill his fuel tank in his truck (it's 38 gallons of diesel fuel which is currently $3.53 at the cheapest station in the county), pay the bills, keep gas in my truck, and but groceries. i'm so frustrated right now. and today, while i'm going to work (again), he's going to tug-a-truck in wapak, which i would LOVE to go to, but NOOOO... someone has to be the responsible one and work to pay the bills.. ggrrr... i think my head is going to explode... oh, and not to mention the girl trying to talk jason into leaving me.. yea.. yesterday she told jason that he needs to leave me because no one likes me (which i know isn't true).. and this girl has tried to break us up before, and he quit going in town, and the proble, disappeared, but he's going back to town, and she's starting again.. i don't know.. i just need... something.. sorry this turned into a gripe session, but i had to let it out somewhere.. better here than to get into a fight i guess..

HOLY $#!%

holy crap!!! ok.. so i just got back from lima.. i went to lane bryant to get sized for a new bra, because my last bra broke last night at work.. so, after many months of putting it off, i went.. and WOW!! i knew i had large boobs, but MAN!! i had to pick my jaw up off the ground when the girl told me my size!!!! i have been wearing a 46ddd... that was completely WRONG!! i had the band to big, and the cup too small.. i am officially a 44g.. that's right.. G!!!! and of course, it's an online only size.. so, i came home and looked up bras... i found like 3 sites that sold bras in my size for under $50 per bra.. so, i just spent $77 on 2 bras and shipping... wow... that's DEFINITELY going to be a christmas wish-list item!! lol.. but yea, other than that.. new news in my life.. umm.. i'm working 2 jobs right now.. full time at siemens, and part time at movie gallery.. it's pretty cool.. i love the job at siemens.. i reaaly wish that place wasn't moving to mexico... umm.. my truck broke down on me AGAIN!!! yesterday i was on my way to work, and i hit the breaks, and my foot went completely to the floor before i started slowing down.. so when i made it to work (which i did safely, by the grace of God!!), i checked my brake fluid tank.. and it was completely EMPTY... i blew the line in like 3 different places... yay.. so i'm driving the impala to work for a few days until my truck is fixed.. but i gotta go so i can get ready for work...