insomnia.....

ok, so i have a little problem.. as you can guess from the title of this posting, i have developed insomnia.. it's not as fun as i always used to imagine it as a kid... it was about 6am yesterday when i got to sleep, and it was 8am this morning... and i don't sleep that much when i do sleep.. it's like a half sleep that leaves you feeling more drained than when you laid down.. :( i can' t seem to find any solution for this either.. i tried all the old wives tale remedies (ie-warm milk *BLEH*!!!, warm shower, warm decaf tea..) yea, nothing worked... so i watched the BEAUTIFUL sunrise by myself, and then i went and laid down with jason at 7, and fell "asleep" at somewhere between 8 and 8:30... so i'm a little grouchy and moody today, and then i started feeling really nostalgic, and i started thinking about someone that i was friends with not too long ago, and i realize just how bad i miss her and her son, and how i wish i could be there for her right now because she's having a hard time, but i don't see any way for that to be possible, because she decided that she didn't want to talk to me because of someone that i've been friends with for a few years now, and it drives me insane.. but i need to quit ranting and find something to make for jason for dinner...