Wednesday, November 26, 2008

A Soldier's Silent Night

Please pass this on and please, PLEASE remember our soldiers. Happy Thanksgiving, and Merry Christmas.. We wouldn't be able to enjoy these holidays if it weren't for the brave men and women of the United States Military.

TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS,
HE LIVED ALL ALONE,

IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE
MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE.


I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY
WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE,

AND TO SEE JUST WHO
IN THIS HOME DID LIVE.


I LOOKED ALL ABOUT,
A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE,

NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS,
NOT EVEN A TREE.


NO STOCKING BY MANTLE,
JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND,

ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES
OF FAR DISTANT LANDS.

WITH MEDALS AND BADGES,
AWARDS OF ALL KINDS,

A SOBER THOUGHT
CAME THROUGH MY MIND.

FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT,
IT WAS DARK AND DREARY,

I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER,
ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY.


THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING,
SILENT, ALONE,

CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR
IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME.


THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE,
THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER,

NOT HOW I PICTURED
A UNITED STATES SOLDIER.


WAS THIS THE HERO
OF WHOM I'D JUST READ?

CURLED UP ON A PONCHO,
THE FLOOR FOR A BED?


I REALIZED THE FAMILIES
THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT,

OWED THEIR LIVES TO THESE SOLDIERS
WHO WERE WILLING TO FIGHT.


SOON ROUND THE WORLD,
THE CHILDREN WOULD PLAY,

AND GROWNUPS WOULD CELEBRATE
A BRIGHT CHRISTMAS DAY.


THEY ALL ENJOYED FREEDOM
EACH MONTH OF THE YEAR,

BECAUSE OF THE SOLDIERS,
LIKE THE ONE LYING HERE.


I COULDN'T HELP WONDER
HOW MANY LAY ALONE,

ON A COLD CHRISTMAS EVE
IN A LAND FAR FROM HOME.


THE VERY THOUGHT
BROUGHT A TEAR TO MY EYE,

I DROPPED TO MY KNEES
AND STARTED TO CRY;


THE SOLDIER AWAKENED
AND I HEARD A ROUGH VOICE,

"SANTA DON'T CRY,
THIS LIFE IS MY CHOICE;


I FIGHT FOR FREEDOM,
I DON'T ASK FOR MORE,

MY LIFE IS MY GOD,
MY COUNTRY, MY CORPS."


THE SOLDIER ROLLED OVER
AND DRIFTED TO SLEEP,

I COULDN'T CONTROL IT,
I CONTINUED TO WEEP.


I KEPT WATCH FOR HOURS,
SO SILENT AND STILL

AND WE BOTH SHIVERED
FROM THE COLD NIGHT'S CHILL.


I DIDN'T WANT TO LEAVE
ON THAT COLD, DARK, NIGHT,

THIS GUARDIAN OF HONOR
SO WILLING TO FIGHT.


THEN THE SOLDIER ROLLED OVER,
WITH A VOICE SOFT AND PURE,

WHISPERED, "CARRY ON SANTA,
IT'S CHRISTMAS DAY, ALL IS SECURE."


ONE LOOK AT MY WATCH,
AND I KNEW HE WAS RIGHT.

"MERRY CHRISTMAS MY FRIEND,
AND TO ALL A GOOD NIGHT."

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

my friend jenna...

hey-- go check out this video.. jenna is seriously one of my good friends from right here in he l.c.... you go jenna babe!! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xM2_w-m_UFs

Monday, November 17, 2008

facebook

i forgot to put in my last post that i deleted my facebook... i couldn't handle all of the political arguements and personal attacks because of my political beliefs.. so bye bye facebook.. :(

Saturday, November 15, 2008

I LOVE Starbucks doubleshot -Espresso & Cream-!!!!!!

Okay, so I want to start by saying this.. Starbucks doubleshot -Espresso & Cream- is AAAAAAAAMAZING!!! I am SOOOOOO WIRED right now.. hahahaha.. But anyways..

I quit Siemens on the 7th, because they were trying to make me work at the same time I was scheduled at Movie Gallery, and Siemens gave us our warn notice And the day before Thanksgiving was going to be my last day anyways, so I only quit 2 weeks early.. So, I'm only working at Movie Gallery now.. My boss there is giving me more hours, and training me to be a "MOD" (manager-on-duty).. I fly SOLO a week from tomorrow (I'm working alone for the first time next Sunday =D)..

Umm.. I can't think of much else that's new.. I've been fighting a bad cold this week.. It's getting better.. It's SNOWING!!!!!! AAAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!! Umm.. I started taking Seroquil (It's an anti-depressant), and it's working GREAT for me... If I think of anything else new, I'll add it later..

Saturday, October 25, 2008

little update

ok, so i'm still working at siemens full time plus overtime, and i'm also still working 4 hours a week at movie gallery.. i'm also trying to maintain my home life, which isn't easy.. my marriage isn't looking so hot right now, as my husband is having a hard time dealing with staying home all the time, and he doesn't understand that i can't afford to fill his fuel tank in his truck (it's 38 gallons of diesel fuel which is currently $3.53 at the cheapest station in the county), pay the bills, keep gas in my truck, and but groceries. i'm so frustrated right now. and today, while i'm going to work (again), he's going to tug-a-truck in wapak, which i would LOVE to go to, but NOOOO... someone has to be the responsible one and work to pay the bills.. ggrrr... i think my head is going to explode... oh, and not to mention the girl trying to talk jason into leaving me.. yea.. yesterday she told jason that he needs to leave me because no one likes me (which i know isn't true).. and this girl has tried to break us up before, and he quit going in town, and the proble, disappeared, but he's going back to town, and she's starting again.. i don't know.. i just need... something.. sorry this turned into a gripe session, but i had to let it out somewhere.. better here than to get into a fight i guess..

Thursday, October 9, 2008

HOLY $#!%

holy crap!!! ok.. so i just got back from lima.. i went to lane bryant to get sized for a new bra, because my last bra broke last night at work.. so, after many months of putting it off, i went.. and WOW!! i knew i had large boobs, but MAN!! i had to pick my jaw up off the ground when the girl told me my size!!!! i have been wearing a 46ddd... that was completely WRONG!! i had the band to big, and the cup too small.. i am officially a 44g.. that's right.. G!!!! and of course, it's an online only size.. so, i came home and looked up bras... i found like 3 sites that sold bras in my size for under $50 per bra.. so, i just spent $77 on 2 bras and shipping... wow... that's DEFINITELY going to be a christmas wish-list item!! lol.. but yea, other than that.. new news in my life.. umm.. i'm working 2 jobs right now.. full time at siemens, and part time at movie gallery.. it's pretty cool.. i love the job at siemens.. i reaaly wish that place wasn't moving to mexico... umm.. my truck broke down on me AGAIN!!! yesterday i was on my way to work, and i hit the breaks, and my foot went completely to the floor before i started slowing down.. so when i made it to work (which i did safely, by the grace of God!!), i checked my brake fluid tank.. and it was completely EMPTY... i blew the line in like 3 different places... yay.. so i'm driving the impala to work for a few days until my truck is fixed.. but i gotta go so i can get ready for work...

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

got ink? lol


I got my first tattoo today.. Well, got it STARTED.. LOL.. I have to go back to get it colored in because my artist is an apprentice, and hasn't learned the methods involved in coloring and shading yet... But, that's okay, because I wouldn't go to anyone else in the world!! The tribal is going to be black (of course), the heart is going to be red, and I'm THINKING about blue for the flame... Not 100% about that yet.. But, when it's all finished, it's going to be worth it...

Wednesday, September 3, 2008

some good news for once....

i have some good news for once on here!!! lol. i got called from movie gallery today!! i go in tomorrow to fill out my paperwork and get put on the schedule!! i can't thank jon boy enough!! if it weren't for him, i wouldn't have this job!! oh-- and-- i'm feeling like a million and a half times better now!!! no more nausea, no more getting sick... still a little dizzy and lightheaded at times, but nothing like it was... aannndd--- i'm feeling a lot better emotionally than i was.. everything at home is going great now.. jason and i are doing wonderful, and he's showing me that he loves me more and more... sooo-- things are looking up for me!!! hope everyone's doing well!! thanks for listening to the update!!

Thursday, August 28, 2008

*blechk*

ok.. so i've been feeling "icky" for about a month now.. i feel dizzy, light-headed, and nauseous EVERY morning.. now, it's starting to last longer and longer throughout the day, and starting to be worse in the mornings... i'm starting to get to where i'm dry-heaving in the mornings.. a few nights ago, i was sitting at good ol' tsc hanging out, and i started getting really strong pains in my back.. my mom thinks i either have the beginnings of shingles, or that i'm pregnant.. i have already taken two pregnancy tests, and they both said not pregnant.. if i were to get pregnant, this would be the biggest miracle and surprise in my life.. i would be over-joyed if i were to get pregnant, but i don't think it's going to happen for me.. all i can do is keep praying that God will bless me with a child. i know i'm not too old or anything, because jason's mom was 37 when he was born.. but i'd like to be a little bit younger than that.. but ok, i need to go to bed before i get sick.. hugs!!! and thank you for listening to me complain... i'll give an update on what's wrong with me when i get one..

Friday, August 22, 2008

Rayne Elizabeth Nichole Givens






Rayne Elizabeth Nichole Givens was born at 8:07 this morning to proud parents Lisa Kennaw and Ben Givens. She weighed 6 pounds, 15 ounces, and was 19 inches long.

There is a reason why this is a special birth for not only Lisa and Ben, but for everyone that knows them.

Exactly one year and six days ago, Lisa and Ben gave birth to their first daughter, Brittany Nichole Givens, who was stillborn. Therefore, everybody was even more nervous, anxious, and scared than with a normal pregnancy. This morning, God was with us. When I heard that perfect little girl cry, I cried. Everyone present cried. It was hard not to!

I just wanted to show off this new, BEAUTIFUL, PERFECT little baby girl!!!