update

ok.. so i'm not working anywhere right now... not sure how soon something's going to come my way... all i can do is keep trying... so now i'm stressed about bills, gas, food, christmas... i don't know what i'm going to do.. i filed for unemployment, but its still pending, so i have no clue for right now... i don't know.. but its pretty sad when anti-depressant medication doesn't even help.. i just want to cry right now... i don't know.. i just wish that i could find a hole, curl up in it, and cry until i feel better...